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Confessions of a Sex Therapist: Badge of Desire

Lulu Lust

Nonconsent

The First Siren Call


Camila looked like she was about to confess to murder, not just a filthy story. She sat across from me, knees jammed together under her cheap dress, fingers strangling her necklace like it could save her from what she was about to say. Her eyes darted to the floor, then back up, waiting for me to call her a slut. I didn’t. I never do.

When Camila started talking about that first time she got pulled over, I could feel the air get thick. She was practically squirming in her seat, and honestly, I was jealous. There’s something about that kind of dirty honesty that makes you wet, even if you don’t want to admit it.

It was one of those shitty September nights, orange sky, busted pavement. Camila was behind the wheel of her beat-up Civic, the one she bought for cash from a cousin who didn’t care about paperwork. The car stank of stale coffee and fake vanilla. She gripped the wheel like it was the only thing keeping her alive. No license, no insurance, just a fake Social Security card and the hope she wouldn’t get caught.

She was dragging herself home from the taquería, feet throbbing, pants still dirty from work. Her hair was a mess, sweat sticking it to her neck. She reeked of kitchen spices and that sour, nervous sweat she always got when she drove at night, knowing she could get fucked by the cops at any second.

Then the red and blue lights hit her in the mirror, flashing like a warning she was about to get fucked.

Her stomach twisted. It wasn’t just fear. It was that sick, dirty excitement she hated admitting. She told herself it was just adrenaline, but her nipples were already hard under her bra as the cop’s car pulled up close, his big shape filling her mirror.

She pulled over by the dead Shell station, gravel popping under her tires. The cop’s lights kept flashing, making her car look like a cheap whorehouse. She shut off the engine. The only sound was her own breathing and the tick of the motor cooling down.

Officer William Morris stepped out.

He got out, big and broad, the kind of guy who looked like he could break you in half. His uniform was tight across his shoulders, hair cut short, eyes cold. He shined his flashlight right in her face, then let it wander down to her tits, barely covered by her tank top, before looking her in the eye again.

“Evening, ma’am,” he said. Voice low, gravel-rough. Midwest flat with just enough drawl to make the word ma’am sound like an order. “License and registration.”

Camila’s mouth went dry. She moved slow, like she was in a porno where the wrong move gets you shot. Her hands shook as she handed over the bullshit paperwork: expired registration, dead insurance card, all of it a joke.

He scanned them without expression. Then he looked at her again, longer this time.

“No valid license?”

She swallowed. “I… I’m working on it, officer. I just—”

“Step out of the vehicle, please.”

Her legs almost gave out as she got out. The air was cold, her skin prickling. He stood right behind her, close enough she could smell his sweat and the leather of his belt. She tried not to think about how close he was, or how much she wanted him to touch her.

He ran her name, like he was just waiting for an excuse to ruin her life. The radio spat back the obvious: no license. He looked her up and down again, like he was deciding what to do with her.

“You know what happens when I run someone with no license, no insurance, in this county?”

She nodded once. Small. Her throat worked.

“Impound. Court date. Fine, you can’t pay. ICE gets notified.” He let the words hang. “You got papers, Ms. Lopez?”

Her heart slammed so hard she was sure he could see it through her shirt. “Not… not the kind you mean.”

He let out a breath, like he was bored. Or maybe just thinking about how far he could push her before she broke.

“Turn around. Hands on the hood.”

She did what he said, palms flat on the hood, the metal hot under her hands. He came up behind her, so close she could feel his body heat on her back. He wasn’t touching her yet, but she could feel how badly he wanted to.

“Spread your legs,” he said quietly.

She did.

His hands started out like he was just doing his job, but that didn’t last. He slid his palms over her hips, thumbs teasing just above her waistband. When he bent down to check her legs, his breath hit her bare skin and she squeezed her thighs together, letting out a pathetic little whimper.

He stood up, pressing the cold buckle of his belt right against her ass. She could feel how hard he was getting.

“You’re shaking,” he observed.

“I’m scared,” she whispered.

“Are you?” His voice dropped lower. “Or is it something else?”

She kept her mouth shut. She was scared, but she was also wet, and she hated herself for it.

He reached around and popped open her shirt, showing off her cheap black bra. It was the only thing she owned that made her feel like less of a loser.

“I could write the ticket,” he murmured against her ear. His breath stirred the fine hairs at her nape. “Or I could give you a verbal warning. Your choice.”

Her pulse thundered in her ears. “What… what do I have to do for the warning?”

His hand slid down her stomach, fingers spread out like he owned her. He didn’t go for her pussy yet, just let his hand sit there, making her wait for it.

“You already know,” he said.

She shut her eyes. The only thing she could smell was her own pussy, already wet and aching, even though she knew she shouldn’t want this.

He waited.

She nodded once.

He spun her around and shoved her against the hood, the metal burning her ass. He kissed her hard, tongue forcing its way in. His hands grabbed her tits, squeezing them through her bra, thumbs rubbing her nipples until they hurt. She pushed back against him, desperate for more.

When he finally pulled back, his eyes were dark. “Backseat. Now.”

She crawled into the backseat, legs shaking. He got in after her and slammed the door. The car stank of sweat and gun oil. He yanked her pants down, shoved her panties aside, and jammed his fingers into her soaked pussy. He growled, sounding like he wanted to eat her alive.

“Fuck,” he muttered. “You’re soaked.”

She whimpered as he shoved two fingers in, curling them until she saw stars. His thumb went straight to her clit, rubbing hard. She clawed at his shoulders, desperate for more.

“Please,” she gasped.

“Please, what?”

“Don’t stop.”

He didn’t stop. He fingered her until she was shaking, grinding against his hand, cumming so hard she was left sobbing into his neck.

Then he undid his belt, the sound loud in the tiny car. He pulled out his cock, thick and already dripping, and shoved her hand onto it. She stroked him, feeling him twitch in her grip.

“Turn around,” he ordered.

She got on her knees, hands on the window. He shoved his cock into her in one brutal thrust, making her cry out. He didn’t wait, just started fucking her hard, yanking her hair and squeezing her hip so hard she’d be bruised for days.

Every time he slammed into her, she lost her breath. The car shook, windows fogging up. She caught her own reflection, mouth open, eyes glazed, looking every bit the slut she was.

He came hard, buried deep inside her, grunting like an animal. She squeezed around him, milking every drop, and came again, weak and shaking.

He stayed inside her for a second, breathing hard against her neck. Then he pulled out, zipped up, and fixed his uniform like she was just another stop.

“Verbal warning,” he said quietly. “This time.”

He got out and left her there, pants down, his cum leaking down her leg, heart pounding like she’d just been used and tossed aside.

She drove home with the windows down, hoping the wind would get rid of the smell of his cum and sweat on her skin.

It didn’t. She still stank of him.

And she knew if those lights showed up again, she’d be ready to spread her legs without even pretending to be shocked.

When Camila finished, still clutching her necklace, I leaned back, legs pressed together, feeling my own pussy throb. I was just as turned on as she was ashamed.

“Tell me,” I said softly, “did you hate him… or did you start looking for his cruiser every time you got behind the wheel?”

She met my gaze then. No tears. Just raw, unflinching truth.

“Both,” she whispered.

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